Monday, May 4, 2009

Blinded by a Desire for things to be OK

I was just shocked back to reality regarding a situation in a fellowship. I won't tell you about it. It's none of your business.

It blindsided me. I didn't see it coming.

I'm puzzled. Why didn't i see this? Most of the time I see these things before they hit. Prophetically. Why not this one. Do I want to believe good things about others? Is it wanting positive outcomes. Is it just that things be OK??

Sometimes when I should be hearing from God I'm hearing from the desires of my heart.

Bummer. I don't want to get in the habit of thinking evil of people, but sometimes when I'm invested in them I can't see past my prejudice.

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