God HEARS you when you Complain

It's not an unpardonable sin. You can repent. Yet, be aware that there is a record when you complain against God. Consider these words from Malachi 3:

¹³ “Your words have been arrogant against Me,” says the LORD. “Yet you say, ‘What have we spoken against You?’ ¹⁴ You have said, ‘It is vain to serve God; and what profit is it that we have kept His charge, and that we have walked in mourning before the LORD of hosts? ¹⁵ So now we call the arrogant blessed; not only are the doers of wickedness built up but they also test God and escape.’”

The Book of Remembrance

¹⁶ Then those who feared the LORD spoke to one another, and the LORD gave attention and heard it, and a book of remembrance was written before Him for those who fear the LORD and who esteem His name. ¹⁷ “They will be Mine,” says the LORD of hosts, “on the day that I prepare My own possession, and I will spare them as a man spares his own son who serves him.” ¹⁸ So you will again distinguish between the righteous and the wicked, between one who serves God and one who does not serve Him.

If He keeps a record of those who fear the Lord, by default a record is kept of those who do not.

This is not about fear...it's about walking in thankfulness and the fear of the Lord.

Esteem HIS name and be HIS.